I'm living a lifestyle that most of you envy - that of a "fresh graduate". Yes ladies and gents, I've unofficially graduated from my degree course last Thursday. Its unofficial simply because convocation is only next year, and there's the little factor about actually passing the exam I took ... hee. But all should turn out well. The exam was an English paper. If I fail that, I will do a Bart Simpson and eat my shorts (the ones I'm wearing now!!).
So about my enviable lifestyle ... let's just say I have not been sleeping this much since my SPM exams were over. I sleep late and wake up late, and I spend the whole day watching downloaded torrents or TV, or er ... going on gossip sites like this: ONTD. I tell you, its fabulous. Celebrities are stupid, over-scrutinized and human. I actually sympathise .. wouldn't want to live my life in a fishbowl of sorts. But that doesn't stop it from being wickedly addictive, hee.
Sometimes I get so overwhelmed by how idle I am that I have registered on to several job recruitment websites. I'm thinking of starting in 2007, but I have been looking around. Slobbery hasn't completely possessed me - I still take showers twice a day. So far, the jobhunt has been surprisingly positive. Honestly, I feel validated and grateful. More importantly, totally psyched that I won't end up as an "unemployed graduate" statistic!
Also, I finally finally jumped on the MySpace bandwagon. Right now I have no friends, no personality and no username. The emptiness of my MySpace persona is intimidating. Where do I start padding this online person with some character? How do I write an About Me that sells who I am?! Arrrghhh .. its like starting a new blog all over again. Spending hours thinking of witty usernames and titles. I'm damn scared of selecting a MySpace username... possibly because they make it sound like it'll be the be all and end all:
"ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT THIS NAME?! IT WILL BE PERMANENT! YOU CAN'T CHANGE IT! IT WILL DETERMINE ALL HAPPINESS IN LIFE!!" Okkaaayyy, I get the point you psycho admin internet prompt. Quesarah's been taken ... grrr!! Don't that girl know I get the first hit off Google with that name?! It's mine!! Bitches.
Anyway ... my blog sucks I know. I don't update and when I do its nothing good. At this point I'm seriously talking out of my ass because I can't sleep and there's no one else to talk to. Hell, I don't even have camwhore photos because I'm just bloody unattractive these days. My ulcers are killing me and I just want sooooooooo badly for them braces to come off!
But .. being a girl, I borrowed the boyfriend's camera one weekend and what can I say? Have camera, will camwhore.
Goodnight kids! And do forgive how the damned dark circles under my eyes. I've just learnt that sleeping more won't be enough to get rid of them. Suggestions? Some wonder cream please anyone?!
// Catherine Feeny "Mr Blue"