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QUESARAH

Desktop Confessional

Twenty candles.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

I never thought that the day I turn 20 would come, but it did, and I am, and the world still revolves around the sun and moon around the world. Bla de bla. It was definitely just another day, and it felt that way but there were certain moments last Monday where I would stop what I was doing, pause as a thought rampaged its way across my mind, and feel either properly elated or defeated. A little push-pull game of emotions and nostalgia.

So here I am, just starting on another decade of my life. The last decade was:

angsty, stereotypical, exuding poser-like qualities, confusing, at times hopeless, involving a lot of tears, bruises and painful lessons, simplistic untainted joy, ill-fitting clothes and fashion failures, bad haircuits, worst music choices that only came to maturity much later on, know-it-all turned know-nothing-at-all, unrequited love, close to love, and "what the hell was i thinking" love, so much laughter and giggles that i know DEFINITELY, 100% SURE that laughter and a sense of humour about things will get you through all that struggle to break down your spirit.

I'm sure I don't have to spell everything out letter by letter. Cryptic is good. And you probably know what I mean, dear reader. You've gone through the exact same things. There's nothing unique at all about my experiences, except the fact that they are mine and mine alone. For some reason, that makes me feel empowered and lonely at the same time.

New decade, same old confusion.

If that's the case, the next decade looks to be another interesting ride. Stay tuned for the highs, lows, and little 360˚ loops.

They will see us waving from such great heights,
"Come down now", they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
"Come down now", but we'll stay...

  1. Anonymous jerm said:

    first!
    happy 20th! or i maybe a week late..but still happy 20th!

  1. Blogger Vad3r said:

    heya, happy birthday ;)

  1. Anonymous Anonymous said:

    hey woman...im really glad i get to be part of your life and i hope i did contribute a few tears and loads laughters and food and singing n shopping haha...i know you certainly have made my life so much brighter and you have left imprints on my heart that i will never forget.hope we will not be too lazy to keep in touch...i really really miss you and hope we can celebrate together in dec ya!...love you heaps biatch!!
    smooches!

    HerCabiness!

  1. Blogger Lee Lee said:

    Happy birthday. Got the best years ahead of you. Lousy boyfriends, bastard bossses, parents increasingly getting on your nerves, biological clock ticking. haha.

  1. Anonymous gary said:

    belated happy bday :)

  1. Blogger simonsta said:

    hey lover happy belated !!! i've had a perfect life so far so i dont understand this entry ?

  1. Blogger sarah said:

    jerm! thank you!

    vad3r! thank you!

    woman! miss you! thank you! i like the undies you gave me ;)

    lee lee! haha. why wait when i'm already having all of that now?

    gary! thank you!

    simonkins! what you talking about! it was only perfect when you met me right right! i want Trump Hump female version where raj goes "bam bam bam"!! hahaha.

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